Another day

Today is Sunday and like every week I enjoyed Sunday services. Even though having 2 babies definitely changes the experience. I kind of half listen to the sermon while I attempt to entertain my kids.

Jim came over for dinner after church. It was nice to have him here. He shared with my parents his experiences at his treatment and sober house. It does sound like it may work this time. But I am so cynical. After 2 rehabs this is all I have in me. It has to work this time or its over. I have to protect my babies.

Last night we looked at Christmas lights. Christmas is such a wonderfult time of year especially through the eyes of a child experiencing it for the very first time.